Hi! I am a 20 year old sex positive happy hippie with two years in the adult business
What prompted you to join the adult industry?
I started a job at Panera and got promoted to manager by 17. My managers and the entire company was so corrupt (there is evil in those bagels, and also somebody’s flu sneeze, you can quote me) that I decided for my 18th birthday present to myself, I would quit. I had always been interested in modeling, and when I turned 18 changed by Model Mayhem to available for nudes. I figured, I’m only going to be 18 once, it’ll be cool to be 80 years old able to see my young, fresh innocence. I got a huge influx of mostly repetitive messages, but after weeding through them found a photographer who had written everything out clearly. It was a non explicit artistic nude shoot, so while I was fully naked there were no straight up crotch shots. He was incredibly professional while chatting over email and the phone, and I had my boyfriend at the time come with me. The hour flew by and when his alarm went off, I didn’t want to stop! Over the next nine/ten months or so, I started booking local nude and fetish shoots. It got to the point that my modeling jobs were paying the bills and my part time job was only paying enough for the gas to get there. It was also during this time I was in my first serious sexual relationship with my first Dom. I was trained to have multiple orgasms, working my way up to twenty or more in a row. He was more comfortable with my bisexuality than any previous partners, and with his acceptance, began my first relationship with a woman. I had been with women prior to that, mostly one night stands, but the passion she and I shared is unforgettable. She was also in an open relationship, which made the connection that much stronger. Eventually, it was time for her to move on as she and her primary partner were living out of state. As much as I missed her, I couldn’t believe how badly I missed sex with women in itself. I had tasted heaven, and I was pussy starved! I had the connections to get into the industry since I let it be known I was open to shooting nudes, but up until then wasn’t interested.
The idea of being able to:
1. Have sex with pretty girls
2. Get paid to have sex with pretty girls
3. Get paid to have sex with pretty girls who are already tested and STD free
and most importantly, 4. Get paid to have sex with pretty tested girls AND have photographic and video evidence to watch forever?
I was ready to be flown out to California and eat for free, but obviously it doesn’t work like that. I shot a handful of Girl/Girl scenes, loving every second, and decided since I love oral, I’d do a BJ scene. Everything about my new job turned me on and excited me in ways I had never felt before, and I fell in love with an industry that allows me to explore my sexuality in a safe way, while being able to support myself doing what I love.
You work on cam as well. What do you like about camming that you can’t get from filming scenes and where would you say are the best places to be a cam model?
What I love about camming is being able to make a connection with the viewer. There are some really cool people on cam sites, and I love getting to have conversations about anything and everything with them. I’ve also learned more about myself by being able to explore different fetishes. I had no idea how dominant I was until I started camming, and it’s definitely helped me in my porn career with being the aggressor in lesbian scenes.
I’ve been with Midnight Muses Studio since I started in the adult industry when I turned 18. I know a lot of girls get a bad taste in their mouth about the idea of a studio, but Midnight Muses has given me training on every new site, tech support, model support, a community, bonus prizes just for working, and the ability to go to events for conferences and networking. My favorite has to be the on demand pay, because the few cam sites who do offer instant cash out do not actually get your money to you when you need it, taking up to three days to post. That can be frustrating if a bill or emergency pops up, but I know with my studio if something happens I just have to pop my cam on and request my money right when I need it. The studio offers a variety of sites to sign up for, but my personal favorites are BongaCams and Chaturbate.
I would make a tantric sex movie that has a minimum six hour run time. I would want to show the full build up of a romantic bath sipping sparkling juice and feeding fruit, followed by a long massage for both partners, and torturous foreplay with feathers and oils before slow, sensual love making.
Are there any firsts you are thinking about doing in the near future?
If companies are willing to cast my boyfriend for anal and cream pie, I’m taking offers.
What advice would you give someone who was thinking about getting in the adult industry?
You have to have a plan, first and foremost, and you have to know who you are/who you want to be. Not just your porn self, but the real you the cameras don’t see. You have to know what you want and what you don’t want, and be able to vocalize it. This should be a no brainer-but ask yourself, do you like sex? Most girls who don’t like sex and get into porn end up hurting themselves for doing something they didn’t really want to do. You have to check in with yourself and be sure it’s what you want. You also have to think about the future, because any jobs involving teaching or children are out, and you can still face discrimination in the work place or risk losing your job if people find out. Always have a back up plan and a safety net. It’s easy for girls to get caught up in the “LA Lifestyle” and my heart breaks every time I see beautiful girls with so much potential to make a sizable profit to put away for the future get muddled up in drugs and drama.
You have talked about polyamory in the past. For those that don’t know what that is please explain and how did you get involved in the lifestyle?
Polyamory, if we look at the root words translates literally to “many loves”. For me, if I love someone, I want to share them with other people I love so they can experience how great they are, sexually, emotionally, and spiritually. I often found myself faced with huge issues being faithful to one person, and that led to a lot of guilt. After doing some research about polyamory and open relationships in general, I knew that I couldn’t be in a relationship with the expectation of monogamy-it would only end in pain for both me and my partner, because that’s just not who I am. It also has a lot to do with ownership, or lack thereof. Just because someone is my partner does not mean I own their body, their thoughts, or their desires. By allowing them to come to me openly and honestly and say “I love you, and this person is very attractive to me” we are able to get closer.
You have also mentioned an interest in non-genital orgasms. Have you experienced any yourself and if so what part was stimulated or which parts do you know you can achieve an orgasm from?
I experience non genital orgasms on a daily basis, mostly because my boyfriend thinks its amusing, but often times from accident. I learn a new way I can have a non genital stimulated orgasm on a monthly basis. The first was nipple stimulation, then came having my ass spanked or bit. It’s expanded to being bit almost anywhere, being choked, taking off/turbulence/landing on airplanes, giving oral, driving, loud music, kissing, being tickled, feeling someone else orgasm, feeling cum come out of me, and sometimes the sheer shaking after I have an orgasm causes orgasms. I’m sure there’s more I can’t think of/haven’t discovered/are too disgusting to write. I often have multiple non genital orgasms, but after more than ten nipple stimulated orgasms I have to give up.
Who would you say are the people you really want to work with but haven’t had the chance to as of yet?
It’d be a dream cum true to work with Johnny and Kissa Sins, Katrina Jade, Riley Reid, Aidra Fox, oh my gosh. The industry is full of so many beautiful people.
Who would you say your idols are, either within the industry or not?
I have a lot of respect for anyone who has been able to make a positive change in their life, in any capacity. If you’re able to look around at your life and say “hmm, I don’t like this” and change it into “wow, this is better,” as far as I’m concerned, you’re winning.
What sort of things do you like to do when you aren’t working? Any hobbies?
I’m really into traveling, road trips are pretty much my favorite thing. I enjoy yoga and cooking. I have an interest in real estate so right now my boyfriend and I are fixing up some family property to get some experience in redecorating and design. I am also obsessed with my cat in all honesty and anytime I’m not working I’m probably busy annoying her.
Are there any projects or special events coming up that you would like to promote, if so please do so?
Midnight Muses Studio will be launching some collaborative content featuring all of our models which I’m really looking forward to. You can follow them on Twitter @MMusesStudio for the latest updates on that.