After a year and a half of being a traveling fetish and art model, I needed a change. I was 22, I had graduated from college and I was ready to do porn. When I started out as a model, I wouldn’t even take my clothes off. And as I got more and more comfortable and confident, I started getting more and more risqué. Porn was the next step and it was a step I was ready to take.
I knew I wanted to do it right, so I moved to LA, and found myself the best agent in the business–Mark Spiegler.
The day of my first shoot came. Spiegler had taken me around to meet a bunch of different companies and SexArt wanted my first scene.
The shoot was in Malibu, at this gorgeous house that overlooked the ocean. As soon as I arrived, I was swept into hair and makeup. I was used to doing my own makeup for shoots and I felt like a movie star. There was even someone there to give me a fresh manicure.
They were shooting a bunch of different scenes that day, so there were other girls on the set. They were all really nice, and they thought it was cool that they were there to witness my first scene.
The scene started with a solo masturbation. I felt like all eyes were on me. So I tried to relax and just play with myself, like I know how to do. I got into it pretty quickly and even came.
But all the nerves came back once Logan walked into the room. I could count on one hand the number of men I had had sex with and here I was, about to have sex with a stranger. A cute stranger, nonetheless, but still.
He got on the bed with me, and we started making out. He began fingering me and it felt really really good. The next thing I knew, I looked down, and I was squirting! I knew what squirting was but I hadn’t ever done it before. I think I surprised everyone, including myself.
After we dried up the bed a little bit and fixed my makeup, we got into the sex. It was soft and romantic and to be honest, pretty different from the sex I’ve had in the past. But once we got going, I relaxed completely. I was so relaxed that I had to be reminded I was shooting a few times.
We finished up the scene. It was one of those moments where it felt like forever and that no time had passed at the same time. Everyone assured me that I did a great job and well, lunch was waiting. I felt like a superstar.
I rode an endorphin high for the rest of the day and I felt really happy with my decision. I’ve been working for eight months now and I’ve never regretted a day of it. I think I have the best job in the whole world.